Happy New Year everyone!
How did you celebrate your new year?
To start the year right, I've decided to make this blog because at some degree, I want to be in control and because there are a lot of things that I look forward to this year.
I'm so thrilled to experience new things! Some sort of new years resolution, I suppose but this time I think I need to boost it up a little.
There's quite a list of things that I want to change and honestly, I've sworn to many times to change these things.
I want to lose weight.
I cannot use the excuse that I've given birth anymore cos I was way thinner after giving birth than I am
right now.I cannot blame other people for the massive weight gain. Yes, I've blamed my husband for it. He eats a lot and since we got married, I now tend to eat a lot too.
I cannot be in denial and expect to lose weight without moving a muscle.
I want to become a better mother, daughter, sister, wife, employee, student, employer et al.
I don't really know my purpose in life is YET.
All I know is that I want is my own house and my own car, a family to go home to, a job to support both.
I know it MIGHT take a lifetime to get these things but I have to start somewhere. I have to know what I should be, what I ought to be and why I'm in this world. I know I always have only one answer to all of these things.
My answer will always be ANGEL.
I want to become a better Mother to Angel. I've been really impatient lately and I think that it has a negative effect on my surroundings. So to start the year, I start counting before raising my voice. I also swore not to put too much pressure on Angel.
I wanna be a better daughter. I have this frustration to please my parents and shower them with gifts since they've been the greatest parents in the world! My parents have always supported me in whatever endeavor I chose and I have disappointed them too many times. I just want to give back to them what they deserve.
I know I'm a good wife but maybe not good enough? Not taking care of myself and yes, being too impatient also gets the best of me. I think I have to consider that the bond between Jay and I should always be about "US" and not just about me. I'm really proud to be Jay's wife because I know that somehow, I made an impact in his life in the same way that he made a big impact in mine.
I have to go back to school. I have to finish off what I started. I have to finish my Masters degree. I am planning to shift to MBA since I did not really enjoy the first term of my MA in Political Science. I'm hoping to have more time on my hands this year to go back to school and make the most out of my youth. (well before I reach my 30's.)
Those are some of the things that I've been contemplating on. I know that there are bigger things. Bigger problems in the world but I think all of us think about these little things too.
What about you? What are the little things that will make a big change in your life? I'd like to hear about it too ♥
